frustrated and unhappiness

Nowadays there is really very many last minutes events of hers... And recently I found out she is involved in 4 dec event and I'm so happy that it and after a few days ltr i found out she is involved the same event on 11 dec and a few days ltr again another bomb which is she is involved in star search final and now its cfm she will be involved as special guest!! Wat is it up to???? And the worst part is we felicity Fanclub does not haf any tickets for the live show.... Wth... Although how hard i try there are no tickets for us... Same as what pineapple ivy says oni gt television but wat i want is no tv is tickets... :( but although we don't have tickets feli u still have our moral support and only way is to wait for u thr... Hope got miracles but I think is very slim chances...
Love, hwee shan kiwis